things that occur as they occur

I awake

And I am standing in the center

of a room full of 

wandering eyes

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A room full of

dagger eyes

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All watching

All prying

All judging

<

I stand

Alone

In the center of a room

full of

wandering eyes

<

stinging, hating

dagger eyes

<

looking upon me as if

 They knew

<

As if they knew my fight

As if they knew my struggle

As if they knew my life

<

Wandering, spiteful

Dagger eyes

<

Pulling me apart

ripping me apart

With their wandering eyes

With their dagger eyes..

They work the sheep Until they sleep then brainwash them while they are weak They steal your mind through your tv They make you blind so you can’t see They mold your mind with your tv

Freedom comes at a fee With your tv

They fatten you up for the feast Tear you apart peice by peice They rip out your eyes Believe your precious lies

They Fuck your head with your tv They plump your meat with miickey dees They shade your eyes so you can’t see With your tv

Freedom comes at a fee With your tv

It’s like drowning

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Like being cuffed at the hands and dragged head first into a Pond

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It’s unreal

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It’s unholy

<

When sleep finally comes I’ll surely be dead

It’s good to see you again, my friend

Hope you hang around till the end

Sin or no sin, my friend

You’ve gone where they all go, I’ve been

Changes will change, with time you will too

With time we all do and we all know it’s true

Nothing can change the path that we lay

Stumbling through life just any old way

 <

It’s good to sit and talk for a while

Watch the spirits march away single file

They won’t turn back, no point in denial

They’ll make their exit in an orderly style

Living a lie never got you anywhere

But a shitty suburb in the us where nobody cares

Your life is on you, so change if you must

But you can’t blame your problems on any of us

 <

The past is what’s passed; it’s over move on

Live the rest of your life before it’s all gone

There is a storm brewing and it won’t be long

Don’t spend so much time worrying what’s right or wrong

Just live you’re life while you still can

You control the present, your time’s in your hands

Find who you are and do what you do

Live your life for what you’ve got and what you’ve got is you

Minds on alert

steady pacing the floor

can’t stay off my feet

I keep checking the door

the monsters in the air

the beast in the midst

everything enfolds

the drug they can’t resist

<

the demons lurk and hiss

and taunt you in the midst

<

everything falls together

don’t let this be forever

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don’t take my friend away

don’t steal her mind

don’t consume her spirit

don’t destroy her inside

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don’t take my friend away

she means so much

don’t poison her soul

she is human

treat her as such

<

don’t take my friend away

don’t take away her brain

We’ll live for the lost

and the in-betweens..

<

We’ll follow in the

footsteps of all the came before

and those that come after

will do the same..

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We’ll follow our dreams

and run until we can

no longer

move..

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Until our existence is lost

with the history of the world

buried and forgotten

buried and lost

stuck in-between

gone..

<

we’ll live for the lost

and the in-betweens..

<

We’ll live for the moments

we can’t help but to

forget..

<

Nothing will change and

it will all become clear

as we

fade away..

<

As we take our final steps

and breathe our final

breathes..

<

Just another confused thought

folded into the banality

of a million pointless moments

until we are

gone..

<

lost

like all who came before

and all who will come after..

<

We’ll live for the lost

and the in-betweens..

We create change

and lose what is true

forget what I ever

Loved about you

until the end of the world

until the end of creation itself

we do run wild

and it’s a one-way trip to hell

straight down to hell

<

We rewrite stories

and memories too

and erase what’s left

what’s left of you

until the day that it’s gone

until the day that it all falls down

we do run wild

and we’ll burn up this town

burn it all down

<

you walk

you run

but you cannot escape

I walk

I run

but it’s already too late

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We create change

and make facts untrue

forget what existed

and forget what to do

until we bury the world

until it is all swallowed whole

we do run wild

and the truth is never known

never even known

Run from the

end,

<

Run from the heat,

and the fear,

<

There is still a

chance..

<

And in the heat of the moment,

people are killed with

baseball bats,

and guns,

and 37 stab wounds..

<

The streets are cold,

and the curb was

the best place to lay my head,

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And in the heat of the moment,

one can buckle,

and cave in..

<

And that is when

things change

the most..

The candles burn

and twirl,

<

forever in motion,

in constant emotion,

<

As Paganini

fills the air,

with the smoke

and

atmosphere,

<

No place out there,

no place but here,

just filling up

the atmosphere..